My desires are troublesome.
It is a long time characteristic of mine to desire the unattainable. Then once the unattainable no longer fits in that category (of things that cannot be attained by me) I no longer have a need for it. Not a need, but a want for it.
I confuse myself. Sometimes I really am my own worst enemy.
"Tudo que eu tinha pra perder, eu já perdi. "
I have learned a valuable lesson: not to have too much pride. Life is alot easier without it. That is one thing I am happy to say I have taught myself this year. I think, however, I go to the extreme of every behavior and overdo everything. So in my attempt to not be so prideful I gave up TOO much pride.
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I'm being vague...
I have too much fun concocting plans. dumb ones.
I've forgotten my point in writing this blog already. Life after Twilight is just no fun. :-(
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