irrelavance

I am very exhausted. I have class at 6 and my blackberry battery is almost dead. I'm in the basement of the library & everyone down here seems intensely involved in their work. EXCEPT two loud ass girls at the end of my row. There are always at least two people down here who only come to the library to kick it and disturb the peace.

I just made eye contact with a very attractive guy who is three rows away from me. He has a black backward cap on and he's chewing his gum like it's the last piece he'll ever chew. It makes me want some really badly. Maybe I'll see if he wants to make a gum commercial with me. OK...jk. I have absolutely nothing to talk about. I don't want to talk about boys or school like usual. I am in the mood to just sit and stare into space. Just get lost in nothingness. Maybe I will sit here and see how long I can be still. I need to take another yoga class. I'm so tense.

Everything is so blurry right now. I feel like London fog. I don't really know what I'm thinking about except for how annoyed I am that my thumb nail is halfway chipped off and how their is no way to repair it. I'm going to have to file it down to nothing and start all over again. Starting all over again....that doesn't sound bad...

Last night I went out with Hayden to the Village Cafe. I hadn't seen him in so long. I forgot how good of a storyteller he is. I am so bad at telling stories because I always have to go off topic and tell side stories in order to make people understand the main story and then it just goes on and on and on like some kind of irritating run-on sentence. But Hayden is the perfect storyteller. His stories always have a beginning, middle, and end and he tells them chronologically. And unlike me when he has to validate a point by reaching into a past story he says he is "prefacing" the current story with it. So it's easy not to get lost. He's great! It's so cool to have someone to talk to about substantial ideas. Not just small talk. And it's a relief to not have to dumb things down.

Not that my other friends are dumb but...whatever

I really have nothing to say today...